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Ahead of their SON Estrella Galicia x Dot To Dot warm-up show in London next week, BIG SPECIAL's Joe Hicklin talks Ed Nash through the songs that made him.

30 April 2025, 14:00 | Words by Ed Nash

When Joe Hicklin appears on our video call, there’s a poster behind him emblazoned with the words “This is Shit.”

In the hour we spend talking about the songs that soundtracked his formative years and inspired his transition from a solo singer/songwriter to his partnership with his best friend Cal Moloney as BIG SPECIAL, life feels anything but for Hicklin.

Since the release of their debut album POSTINDUSTRIAL HOMETOWN BLUES last May, the fusion of Hicklin’s spoken word vocal and Moloney’s drumming has seen them establish themselves as a compelling live band, selling out the O2 Forum in Kentish Town earlier this year and gearing up to play Oslo in London this month before two nights of supporting Pixies at Brixton Academy.

Hicklin’s artistic road to where he is today has been a long, winding, and at times, frustrating one. After more than a decade as a solo artist, he became disillusioned with music, but when lockdown hit he started writing demos for what would become BIG SPECIAL and sent a song to Moloney called “This Here Ain’t Water”, which convinced his friend to start the band together.

As a solo performer Hicklin felt more at home in the studio, but being in a band with Molony has seen his confidence grow exponentially. “I used to be a very nervous performer, but this felt like starting again. Cal used to say it was like leading me to the gallows to get onstage, but he’s got such good energy onstage and backstage as well”, Hicklin tells me. “Over the last couple years of playing together, we've been going out as mates, doing these gigs and playing to each other and it's really built up my confidence.”

Live performance is now a totally different proposition for Hicklin. “It's become a thing that I crave, I've always loved being in the studio, but I love performing as well now. There are two halves of us doing this, you make a good album and do a good show. If people come to see us, there's just the two of us on stage, so we've got to put on a good show”, he explains.

“We found our thing, we've got two organic elements, which is the singing and the drums, so we've got to make sure that we work that space and fill that space with them.”

BIG SPECIAL July 2024 Photo credit to BS Ferry
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BIG SPECIAL’s live shows are communal events, where Hicklin and Moloney seeing themselves as part of the experience. When I mention to Hicklin I’ve read that fans have cried at their shows, he looks visibly touched.

“It obviously means something to us, but when it means something to someone else, that's the aim with our work. It’s the same for me as a fan of art and what’s moved me, so if you do that to someone else, then you're winning”, he reflects. “And it's been fun, it's been so much fun. I love playing with Cal, it feels like everything else has been like a stepping-stone to this.”

As we talk through his Nine Songs selections, as a self-confessed music obsessive, Hicklin tells me he found the task of whittling his catholic taste into single figures was a challenge. “I had 30 songs when I first started typing them all up, so I had to cut them down, but when I finished the list and I sent it off, I realised there were ten songs on there!”

Hicklin’s final choices chart his formative love of music and take him to the present day. Each of his selections reveal a fascination with singular artists, and provide a metaphor for his own story, taking in working-class stories, the meaning of faith, friendship and the beauty of getting a second chance.

“Mr Big” Live at The Isle of Wight, by Free

JOE HICKLIN: Free wasn't my first love in music, “Bohemian Rhapsody” by Queen was the first song I loved. I remember hearing it when my Mum was cutting my toenails when I was five, and for a good few years the only thing I listened to was Queen's Greatest Hits Volume 1 on cassette.

Me and my dad were going to see Queen in Hyde Park and Paul Rodgers was singing with them. I said to my Dad I didn’t know who Paul Rodgers was and he told me he was the singer in a band called Free that my Dad and my uncle loved. They burnt me a few CDs from some Free vinyl, I was 13 or 14 and I fell in love with blues rock. I thought Paul Rodgers was the best singer ever, and by the time went to the Queen gig, I was there more to see Paul Rodgers.

Years later, my Dad got me the Live at The Isle of Wight album, and I love it, the version of “Mr Big” has a bit more grit, and to this day I think that Free are one of the great, underrated rock bands.

BEST FIT: Why this song in particular? Free are known for “All Right Now”.

It’s not even one of their better songs. Paul Rodgers got all the flowers really, but Paul Kossoff, who died when he was 25, was a great melodic guitarist, Simon Kirke was underrated rock drummer, the bass player Andy Fraser was 15 when he joined Free, doing that solo in “Mr Big”. I love Free to this day. I grew out classic rock, but bands like Free and Led Zeppelin I can go back to anytime.

The lineup for the Isle of Wight Festival in 1970 was incredible, there was 600,000 people there and the bill included Jimi Hendrix, The Doors and The Who.

I think Free played at 10am, there's a video and people are just sitting there. They were a great live band, but it should be the thing of two halves. When people say a band is better live, I think they should better live, because you're introducing another bunch of senses for the audience. It's not just someone listening, it’s about someone in a room with other like-minded people, loving the band. If your album is better than your live show, then you’re doing something wrong.

“Hear My Train A Comin' (Acoustic)” by Jimi Hendrix

This song shows a very different side to Jimi Hendrix, what do you love about it?

It’s him playing a 12-string acoustic and at the very end of the song he says, ‘Did you think I'd do that?’

This is the bluesier music I really got into. I grew up on CD compilation albums and Greatest Hits. I had a bunch of copies of Jimi Hendrix music, and then I saw the video for this song on YouTube, where he’s sitting in a white room. That was my first experience of seeing something completely boiled down to its bare bones.

“Hear My Train A Comin'” is about wanting to get out of town and do his thing, and like most kids that thought was on my mind, so that song hit me hard. I got obsessed with acoustic blues music that was boiled down to the bare bones and was someone's honest feelings. I didn't know that’s what I was loving about it at the time, but looking back that's what struck me. That's when I started digging into Delta blues on YouTube and started looking at where it came from and what inspired it.

A lot of the rest of my list is one person with one instrument, and that’s what I did when I started doing music, it was just me and my acoustic guitar. I got obsessed with a philosophy of a song sounding good when it’s just two elements but can still move someone and mean something. I think I followed that to my detriment, I did it for so long and I got closed off. I was like, ‘That's what I'm going to do. I'm going to commit myself to that.’

Years and years went by, and I was bored of it, I wanted to move on. It's still some of favourite type of music to listen to even now, but I couldn't write what I wanted to write any more in the confines of that. I wanted to do spoken stuff, but I can't play when I’m doing the spoken stuff. I can play and sing, but I can't play and do that because it's new to me.

I was a labourer when I left school, my stepdad worked for 30 years doing waste removal. That was what me and my brother grew up around, labouring and that kind of mentality. So I related to American blues and folk more than the music that was happening at the time, because it spoke about grafting and having no money.

Sometimes I look back and think I should have got more into what was happening at the time when I was younger, but I liked work music, that’s what I saw in the acoustic, bluesy, folk music, it was a mixture, of talking about hardship and graft, or being all emotional and sad, and they're the perfect things for me.

“Nobody’s Fault but Mine” by Nina Simone

This is links to the song that’s after this, it was written by Blind Willie Johnson

It’s funny, I forgot about that until I was looking the list, because I’ve got Blind Willie Johnson next, but Nina Simone is one of my favorites. When I was kid, there was a yoghurt advert on TV, and it had a remix of “I Got Life.” I remember liking the song from the advert and then Nina Simone's Greatest Hits came out and I got that, and it's still one of my favourite albums, that's probably my most listened to album ever.

With “Nobody’s Fault but Mine”, when you've got someone sitting at the piano like that, it's strips away everything else. It’s another one of those old spiritual songs that I just love. I grew up a bit religious, I'm not now, but I came to love religious imagery in music, even if a person's not religious you can love it for its passion. Talking about God can be such a broad thing, but with that old spiritual music it was people's only way of letting out any sort of passion from the situations they we're in, so it takes the form of God.

I love gospel music, and I’ve always loved the sound of pain in someone, it's them being honest, and at that age, I assumed whoever was playing the music wrote the music. She's sitting there singing this song about her Mum, “it’s nobody’s fault but mine,” it's quite simple, and maybe she let her down. I love and it's probably my favourite piano playing ever.

Even if she covers a song, she owns it, you know it’s her voice within seconds

If someone else sounded like her, they’d have to change their voice, because you wouldn't be able to get away with it.

This was from my Mum’s side, she didn't play loads of music around the house, but if she did, it was Soul compilations, which connected to the folk and blues music I like as well. It was always pleading music that I loved, where someone had to plead to have a reason to do the song. It was never music that was ‘let’s go and have a nice time.’

Nine Simone is sitting there saying, “I had a mother who could pray. I had a mother who could sing.’ Whoever's doing that needed to do that, and I felt that from soul music.

“Dark Was the Night, Cold Was the Ground” by Blind Willie Johnson

When I was reading about this song, I was amazed that he plays the slide part with a knife.

It’s incredible. This was when I was getting into the Delta blues - Blind Willie Johnson, Son House, Blind Lemon Jefferson and Lead Belly. When I heard this song, it was like a guy who’s humming a little bit, fiddling around, playing this little mournful melody on his guitar.

I think the key is the name of the song, “Dark Was the Night, Cold Was the Ground”. It's an instrumental and he could have called it a million different things, but when you pair that sound with that name, it's so cinematic in a really small way. It’s so mournful, you can imagine it in a movie, it’s golden. I can’t remember all the details, but the song was shot into space in a space pod.

In 1977, Carl Sagan chose it as a piece of music on the Voyager Golden Record and launched it into space.

I’d have been around 14, and it was all about the blues for me. I didn't really know folk music that much at this point. It was through the Delta blues and Hendrix, and that brought me to the start of the Folk stuff. Lead Belly was the one who was on the edge between blues and folk, and then I got into Woody Guthrie.

Again, I got a couple of compilation CDs. I got a Robert Johnson CD, which was everything he ever recorded, and I thought that was so cool, all that exists are these two photographs, two separate gravestones, and all these songs on this CD, and I thought, ‘That that's the man, that's the guy.’ Then I got a three CD Woody Guthrie compilation from Virgin Megastore, and that took me to Dylan.

“Restless Farewell” by Bob Dylan

I was mainly getting music from copied CDs or tapes, or looking for videos on YouTube, which is where I got into Dylan. My girlfriend at the time was a singer and guitar player, and through that I started gigging. I was 17 and a good friend of mine called Johnny did gigs around Birmingham, they’d put bands on if they liked their music and they did it all for free, with free entry to give people gigs.

I started doing gigs for them and he lent me The Times They Are A-Changin' on CD - I say he lent it to me; this was 15 years ago, and I've still got it! I was obsessed with that album, from everything I learned from the blues, when I got to this album it was this mixture of stories about other people's hardship and personal stuff as well.

“Restless Farewell” is at the end of the album, and I’d play it on repeat. There was something about the quiet, humble mournfulness of it, it was like he was sitting in a pub with his mates, thinking about his life. And that’s what stayed with me, the multitudes of those simple moments, where he's self-reflecting in the song about himself in this moment. And there's so much good poetry in it, it’s so beautiful to me.

I was trying to write lyrical acoustic stuff at that point and that was when I first sat down with a Dylan album. “Restless Farewell” is still probably my favourite song of his. It made me think of lyricism, there's not much of a rhythm to it, it’s like a poem with an acoustic guitar.

What I love is that the situation is simple, it’s a guy at the bar with his mates thinking about his life. When people talk about relatability and music, they think it needs to be a little thing that can be spread out really broad, whereas you can keep it to the little thing, because we've all had little moments. I think that song’s a really great example of that and it stayed with me

He reputedly wrote it after an interview he didn't like, where he was accused amongst other things of getting a student to write “Blowin’ in the Wind” for $1000.

That's crazy. I think it’s based on a traditional song. And through Dylan I got massively into traditional folk, American Appalachian music and English and Irish folk music, but again, I didn’t have enough room for them!

“A Cowboy's Prayer / Oh Bury Me Not” by Johnny Cash

I'd say this is my favourite song ever. It's the poetry of it, it was written by Badger Clark, who was an American Cowboy poet. I mentioned God and religion earlier but the thing about this song for me was it never felt like it was about God, it felt like it was about nature and him being grateful for his life. One of the first lines is, “I've never lived where churches grow / I loved creation better as it stood.” It’s like his own version of God, of what is God to him.

And then he says, “I thank you Lord that I'm placed so well / That you've made my freedom so complete / That I'm no slave to whistle, clock or bell / Nor weak eyed prisoner of Waller Street”. That's my favourite line because he's saying, ‘I'm grateful to not have to work the way that everyone else works, and I can do my own thing. I'm no slave to these things that most people are’.

It’s him sitting there, twiddling around on the guitar, saying this poem. It's so nonchalant and it’s so deep, it’s someone reflecting on their entire existence. And then it goes into “Oh Bury Me Not” which is a traditional American folk song, which I love as well, but it's the “A Cowboy’s Prayer” part that I really like. I like the juxtaposition of it, with Johnny Cash doing his own thing with the two songs.

Sarah Palin said that it's her favourite poem and that broke my heart. I think she's only coming to it because it's American, you could read it as someone being, ‘I love God and I love America’, but I don’t interpret it that way, he's saying he loves his freedom to be the person he is, that he believes in God and thanking him for that. I still listen to that song all the time.

When did you first hear it?

I discovered the American Recordings Johnny Cash records, the video for “Hurt” was on TV. They did all these acoustic demos with Johnny Cash and his guitar. They got Tom Petty and The Heartbreakers to be the backup band and recorded with him, but in the end they went, ‘You know what, we're just going put the demos out.’ There were some covers on there and some originals, “Like a Soldier” is one my favourites. There's a song called “Down There by the Train” which Tom Waits wrote for it. I think Tom Waits did a version of himself years later.

I love religious music and Gothic imagery, I wasn't from a Catholic family, but I went to Catholic school, and I really got into it. I got baptised, confirmed and I was an altar boy. I think going to Catholic school scared me though, I had all that, ‘If I don't do this, I'm going to burn in hell’, but in my teenage years I realised I didn't really believe that.

But that being used as imagery, as a metaphor for everything, is still some of my favourite stuff. I love the music, and I love what it can mean in music, it can mean a million things. In “A Cowboy's Prayer” it’s a guy riding around on a horse, thinking, ‘You know what? This is fucking nice. I'm glad I’m here as me and not over there as them.’

“Jesus Gonna Be Here” by Tom Waits

I had no clue about Tom Waits. I was at my Dad's house and there was a re-run of The Old Grey Whistle Test. Tom Waits was doing “Tom Traubert's Blues” a version of “Waltzing Matilda” and I fucking hated it, I thought it was terrible, at the time I was living on soul music and Paul Rodgers.

My first love was movies. There's a Tony Scott film called Domino, which is a really loose true story about a woman from a rich family, who was the daughter of the actor in The Manchurian Candidate, she was a model and a socialite and became a bounty hunter. Domino is a fictionalised action movie of that, Keira Knightley was in it and Mickey Rourke was as well.

I loved that film as a teenager, there's a bit where they’re in the desert, a car comes over the hill, and this song is playing, “Jesus Gonna Be Here” by Tom Waits. Again, it was this mournful, ghostly music as the car, the whole song is two notes on a double bass and one note on a slide guitar. Tom Waits is in that scene, he's the actor who comes over in the car.

I remember waiting to the end of the credits to see the song titles and artists. I went onto Myspace and there was this random Myspace page with a random selection of Tom Waits songs, it was his earlier jazzy stuff. There was “New Coat of Paint”, “Eggs And Sausage” and I love jazz, so I got straight into that because there's were these weird gospel blues in there. And then the next thing I heard was this almost fun, jazzy crooner stuff.

I got obsessed with the storytelling, it was combining everything I loved at that point about music and movies, it was such cinematic music. I dived into everything Tom Waits did and he’s become an absolute hero as a writer. The only thing I wish he did more of was the more personal stuff, but as a writer he’s talking about his personal stuff through the stories he tells. I wanted to be like Tom Waits, I loved him and he’s still my favourite to this day.

Is it the way he tells a story or his musical styles? I’ve always found his music very irreverent, he does exactly what he wants to do.

That's what it was, he’s the epitome of someone having fun making music, even if it is darker and sadder, it's someone who loves art and music, so you revel in it. It's like Quentin Tarantino making movies, you have people who talk about artists being self-indulgent, but if you write anything or make art, you're probably being self-indulgent. If he's going be self-indulgent, he might as well do it in his own music that he makes, that’s someone doing their thing.

And he's a nerd. He's a geek. He's a super fan. He wants to put in all this stuff that he loves into the things he makes. There's loads of Tom Waits songs I could have picked, but that was the first one, it was the moment that I liked him, and it’s still one of my favourites. My favorite album of his is Real Gone, which is the one album he did with no piano. It's got a song called “Hoist That Rag” that’s got the best guitar solo I’ve ever heard. Marc Ribot played guitar for Tom Waits and in his own right he’s a top artist, I love his guitar playing.

“Jobseeker” by Sleaford Mods

I was trying to do the timeline of getting into the music that I like with this, and I realised I didn’t have anything on the music I've got into as an adult. I didn't get into punk or hip-hop until I was in my 20s, there was always bits that I liked, I just didn't study it because I so focused on the music I was doing. I was always obsessed with melody, I was always thinking melodically and lyrically, so I didn't give it the time.

The first time I saw Sleaford Mods was on Jools Holland playing “Jobseeker” and I hated it. I thought it was crap, I was like, ‘Are these fuckers taking the piss?’ I’d recently gone on the dole, I had a bee in my bonnet, and I was thinking, ‘Don't glorify that.’ And obviously, I was totally wrong, he wasn't glorifying anything, but seeing Andrew standing there with a can of beer, I thought they were taking the piss out of everything I was trying to do.

Then I read about them, and I really related to them - the working-class stuff, struggling to get by, struggling to get anywhere in music and arts over the years. It was what they were about. I watched the documentaryBunch of Kunst, which I think is the best title ever. I fell in love with them when I watched that, I really saw myself in them, what they were on about, and what they were trying to do.

I’ve always loved poetry, Charles Bukowski, John Cooper Clarke. I listened to them and it completely recontextualized things for me. I think that period of my life was when I was getting more class aware. Rather than being obsessed with music from other people's situations, I became more aware of my situation, and I wanted to learn more about what music could be and what lyrics could be about.

It became clear to me that they were doing the same thing as Blind Willie Johnson, in the sense that the laptop is just the new acoustic guitar. Blind Willie Johnson used a knife on the guitar because that's what he had available to him. That’s where open tunings on guitars come from, if you’ve just got a guitar in a shack in the deep south, you're not going to know the guitar is tuned, so you're going to twiddle the knobs until it all comes out as a chord, and the laptop is the same thing, because that's what they had available.

It's not getting rid of an ethos; it's expanding an ethos. You can get a laptop and download recording software and crack on. And that's how I started BIG SPECIAL, because I didn't know anything about the production at that point. Cal got me a cracked version of recording software.

I don’t think Sleaford Mods get a lot of credit for how much they’ve influenced modern performance in the UK. There’s a pragmatism to it, it's a time where it's hard to do music money wise, or people even having the time to dream that they could start a band, whereas two guys on a laptop can get a bit of time together and do it.

They remixed one of your songs haven’t they?

They remixed “BLACK DOG / WHITE HORSE”, we supported them on tour when they released UK Grim and that was our dream at the time. We've been in touch since, they're really nice and supportive.

I think they’re a really important band and they definitely switched me on to more of an awareness of myself, of my situation and that art doesn't have to be the truth dressed up, that art can just be the truth.

“Bedtime” by Billy Woods

How did you get into Billy Woods?

I discovered Billy Woods in lockdown. He’s an abstract, experimental hip-hop artist, he's so unique in his imagery and how he speaks in a natural, truthful way. He puts across a dystopian, Gothic imagery of normal life and that's what I love, where we as people can only explain and talk about things that happen to us as people. But when you put that into music, you can do that any way in the world you want to.

I think Billy Woods has one of the best ways of doing that. Fifty percent of the time I don't know what he's on about, and that's fine, because I can think about what he’s saying, or it might make me think of something to do with me. Music's abstract anyway, so in the abstract, to have someone in rhythm and rhyme tell you a bunch of words that paints a picture is golden.

What impact did he have for you as an artist?

He sparked music again for me. I felt very bitter about music at the start of lockdown. I'd been trying for 13 years by that point, and I didn’t get anywhere, but finding Billy Woods got me back into listening to music.

Billy Woods is an artist who is doing his own thing, who puts his perspective down in the way that he wants to. It's up to you if you get what he's on about, but it doesn't matter if you don't, you can take something from it, even if it’s just the imagery or if it reminds you of something.

He's doing the job of a real artist, which is you just talk about yourself. That’s the history of humankind and art, banging on about ourselves and trying to make sense of it in some way. Art and industry crossed over many years ago, so it’s become a product as well, which is the way the world.

I think the only real job is to be honest about yourself, because we're all people. You can be as specific and narrow as you want to be, but if you're honest another human will relate to that. It doesn't have to be about holding hands and dancing, although I like doing that too!

Tickets for BIG SPECIAL's SON Estrella Galicia x Dot To Dot warm-up show at Oslo on 5 May are available now via DICE.

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